darrendungeon: White Candle New Ladder

Tired of being the nice guy, tired of always being the one trying to please others, tired of trying to make others feel comfortable, tired of trying to make friends.

So, I just started my Semester 2 of my 4 years degree program in Munufacturing Engineering over here in UTeM. I still stayed in the hostel provided by the uni( Al-Jazari), was so so so lucky because my house( 10 of us) , we got house B-1-1 ! No stairs yeah! Initially I though it would be so hot but suprisingly its quite cold at night and yeah, I am grateful and thankful for this house.

I become roomate with the same person, he seriously is the best roomate you can ask for. Our house compromise of 10 people that comes from FTMK, FKP, FKEKK, FKE. So yeah, getting to know some new people and making more friends. Well, at least trying too!

Ming Yao, Jia Huei, Jin yao , King Ho, Loo , Teck Siang , Albert , Wen Jun , Joash and me,

The rewarding part of meeting new people is getting to know another world that you never know existed. Knowing what they had been doing before this, what experiences they had gone through and of course expecting more fun this semester. Yet, what you hope you do not always get it. You get the ''coldness'' when you are trying to start a conversation , you experience ''no, its ok, you guys go ahead'' when you invite them to go out together for lunch ,event etc. Being hostile to say the least. Eventually, you give up trying, and just starting not to paying attention instead just be grateful to those people that give you the positive vibes that you require without even trying.

It's funny when someone is a total stranger to me in my Form 6 life (we were in different class) , ending up becoming my brother and best buddies over here in UTeM. That's life with a twist and turn, some people are just meant to pass by during your first encounter.

First 2 weeks of class had been a breeze, not much assignment and did not find anything challenging yet. Computer programming should be the killer subject for this semester. My class actually just did our Visitation tour to our Manufacturing Faculty workshop and machine place and it was fun! Can't wait to get my hands onto those machine and manufacture something from nothing.

Got cheated into going to a ''Art Class'' yesterday, its technically not an art class like what I expected , was contemplating on going, end up making the decision to go, was regretting the first hour there, but eventually felt that it was alright, and everything is alright. Meet the girl that my roommate has been saying as FTMK goddess , exhange short conversations and name. Meet another few new people over there , so ok lah, I gain something from my not-so artsy program. We just did a Chinese God of prosperity origami.